i don tink im gd enough.

who can really answer me? im always useless, always bad temper n im nt gd enough too. sister n brother, u all always treat me so gd yet im too much last fri, im really sorry. cause of those auntie really make me madd, our brother ah hai already don wanna appear le as those auntie keep saying those stuff, mind i ask u all , will u all be happy to listen those stuff?

Never in my life i'll forget this 8-9 yyears relationship with u all, wld brother n sister i'll remember you all, hope we can still contact after im out from there. i'll miss u all. so big family of us, rbm our old days, there was up n down for our path, its nt easy for everthing. step by step to learn stuff n pratice it. i'll miss our days at 'kopi diam' coffee shop, join so many table together. haix. 

this song very suitable for us from my hao peng you 佩芬-身骑白马

我爱谁 跨不过 从来也不觉得错
自以为 抓着痛 总会修成爱的果
偏执相信着 受诅咒的水晶球
阻挡可能心动的理由

而你却 靠近了 逼我们视线交错
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
眼前荒沙弥漫了等候
耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我爱的不保留

我身骑白马 走三关
我改换素衣 过中原
放下西凉没人管
我一心只想王宝钏

wad should i do?

My paths its like so worse- 'jialat',

everything seen like so hard.

who can help me? im in deep trouble this time.

haizx.

stupid hacker.

I think most of us have the same problem uh,
all friend kanna deleted in friendster,
den even have virus sia, my com already have it, cant be
clear at all, wad the fcuk.
so u guys better be careful, don ever click on ur inbox msg,
if u realise tat there's a link with a web,
DONT CLICK ON IT.

Hopefully they can solve the problem.

i don take medicine even im sick.

I jus hate medicine. This few month back,
im really weak sia as nt feeling tat well.
Even after i consulting doctor, i wont be so
guai until take medicine on time or wont take 3times
a day. In this world the worse thing for me can be medicine.

Hope i can really recover my sickness asap.

time for rest. i need a break.

Hope this coming new month
will be everything new for me.
Im really tired for everything.
i need time to rest n tink properly about everything.
Friend, brother, sister. jus leave me alone for awhile okay.
After so many thing happened, i can really found out who's my
fren n who're nt my fren.
I'll always remember those who help me when i really their help.
A big Thank You to u guys.
Im nt blaming anyone about anything jus blame myself
tat nobody can really understand n nobody can really TAHAN me.
I really freak myself out of my life.
If u don like or wad shit jus freak off from my life.
I don own u anything.

i wanna have - good result, i wanna work hard for it.
- work, i wanna have temp job for work.
- rest, i wanna have a good rest for thinking
n considering about my stuff.
this will be enough for me. i donn wanna request for much stuff.
hope god will be fair for me. im really so suay(nt in my luck),
its from bad to worse. haiz.
i din do anything wrong at all.