tired week

This wk its really tired for me..
Started my parachute training as
im going to jump off from the airplane
soon, still wondering that am i dare
to jump? kinda scary man but i think
fun after all but jus think tat training
its so tired but i think thats the best
to prevent from anything n a safe jump..

enjoy ydae at supper club with frens
n nvr drink at all bcause today meeting
rachel mei but in the end i nvr met her
at all bcause of my fault.. i cant wake up
due to my stupid phone alarm nvr function
well as i already set the alarm but haizz..

really feel damn fcuking bad because of this,
wondering how long did she waited for me at tpy
inter.. im really sorry sister.. hope ya nvr angry
n forgive me okay? =x i promise there wont b
anymore times like this again..

L.I.F.E
wad's this? i really donno.. im really sianz of everything..
everything will be better after my ns? its all the things
already stated for my future? can i jus b normal person?
or must i start my own after my ns?

F.R.I.E.N.D
wad's this? will fren b forever or after some minor stuff
happen n from there onwards gotta be walking different
direction..