jus another book in today night

i really started to wish that 40plus wks will
jus end like this.. or elsse everytime like now,
the feeling really sux.. i don feel like going back
at all, cause i thot after that day life will be better
but nt at all.. when life can be better?
i jus want my normal life back.
give me back my normal life okay?
pls......
this wkend really fcuk up... din hav a gd rest at all..
coming this wk still gt two more parachute jump
but with those heavy loads really make feel sian
to the max... faster clear this two jump bah,
thats wad i wish for now!!!

hope hav a gd rest next wkends..
see u guys next wk.. bbye..