mad day!

im kinda crazy today. haix.
i oso donno wad happen actually.
jus tired of everything.
im sorry grandma n cousin, shouldn't shout
at u all. i jus cant control my temper.

im oso damn angry tat my phone spoiled again,
damn it, its 2nd time of the year, n was sent for repair.

start from morning, wake up at ard 10,
n last nite slept ard 5, had been sleeping less den
6 hrs recently n lots of things trouble me.
n i was like mad dog shouting here n there for the morning
due to some small problem, den back to sleep again till 1 plus
in the afternoon n was at home until ard 4 sth den went to
tampinese n collected my phone. im luckily tat everythings its still
inside. Get back my stuff n my moody started to change n feel more relax,
cause have alot contact no tat i saved in phone memory instead of sim card
plus important stuff too. its like stuff as i mean.

Back home at 5sth,
n mopped the whole house oh den rest for awhile n overslept,
cause todae chu yi (1st dae of the month) gotta go temple lo.
After temple went amk hub with ah cai family for midnight movie( IP MAN),
started at 0030 oh. hmmm.. this movie was interesting cause have alot of
fighting throughout the whole movie. Ended ard 2.30 n we went to prata house at
serangoon which some where near to our hse for supper.
After our supper, home sweet home.

Merry Christmas to u guys.

hohoho... Merry Merry Christmas.
hmmm. this yr nvr celebrate oh,
spend my xmas eve working.
nth special. nth much.
lonely christmas?
how u guys celebrate?
do u guys enjoys?

HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

sweet or cold? im confuse.

i cant sleep sia.
wad should i do?
i tink im really confuse.
can u gib me the chance to be with u?
to compare with others,
i don tink im anything n
i might not be the best but i'll try to
give u the best.

im really blur now, i'll rbm u being so sweet
to me ydae. cause i really donno r u kidding with me
or serious de but i only know,
i like u.
my hearts its belong to u.

Interesting day

hmmm. should say im busy today oh,

cause from morning busy till night.

hahaha. im happy but im confuse too,

cause i donno am i dreaming, cause todae

morning she asked me to miss her.

is this kidding with me or she's giving me hint?

started from morning, wake up quite early oh,

den from my home serangoon, all the way

to redhill meet ann jie,

cause get sth for desmond for christmas present.

1st time see him. cause from he's born till now

already 2yrs le, den i go n visit him. feel abit pai seh sia

cause been lost contact with ann jie but overall feel very happy.

in the end we still get the chance to meet up.

hope to see him more often next time.

while my way to meet ah hui n xiang they all,

i saw this at somewhere near ann jie hse there oh,

i found this's quite interesting for me oh.

they're like doing those process stuff bah,

riding on the horse or process by the horse?

i oso donno wads that. must find out more

from my fren bah. cause they eat n drink

very different sia. dont u guys think its

interesting? its my first time watching this kind

of stuff. share with me if u guys know about this.

=D

Then after my lunch from tiong bahru market

back to bedok n slack awhile.

At ard 4plus, i went to Mount Alvernia Hospital

n find ya wen-ah jie. Her 3rd baby le, when having 4th de?

next yr ah? keke.

Must congrats to her cause its baby boy,

although i nvr get to see him but

i was also happy to see Lynnnette n

Alvia. Lynnnette since like she can still rbm me.

Both of them oso very cute. love to play with them.

den chit chat with ah jie n jie fu until ard 7 bah, mostly

talking to ah jie cause not really know jie fu oh.

meet kai they all to wlds for dinner,

claypot rice - mama mi ya.

ming xuan its like crazy de, normally he eat alittle only but

today, he super duper power,

he makan alot sia.

But think the uncle oso happy to see us,

cause total we ordered 20 claypot rice still have those side dish,

soup etc, he gave us special de. thanks uncle.

donno when we'll like today again? hopefully soon bah. i miss u guys.

after dinner slack awhile den went up there, nt many people tonight

ard 11 ended. den wen si they all drive me back to bedok.

n home sweet home.

ard 10 plus received her msg, she text me n say back to spore le. im happy

bout tat. ard 2330 i phoned her n tok awhile. time to sleep. haha.

im happy.

today first time sia, tat we chat quite alot on the phone oh, im damn
happy worr. hope this would be often, i really wanna noe more from ya,
cause i wanna hold ya tight n love ya.

i promise i'll accept everything from ya,
i promise tat i wont leave u unless u leave me,
i promise i''ll wont gib ya a empty promise.

i love ya min.

thinking about the problem

Out of sudden, i've thinking for the whole day,
why im nt rich enough to own a car nor flood
with losta cash n can get lots of branded stuff for my loved once.

today meet ah jie for dinner, ah jie oso say tis, she wont accept
a guy unless he's rich n have his own transport.
is this very important to a gal?

money its more important den pure feeling?
like everyone its saying have money means have the feeling,
den wad if don have money means can fcuk off right?
i oso donno how la, compare with others im jus a useless person.
cause i don have looks plus im oso don have own transport, how to
woo char bo? for sure others chances its more higher den me.

i donno wad to do.

wad should i do? give up or try hard? i really donno how.
i do think im useless, cause i donno how to express my feeling toward her,

-like is like there wont be a answer nor reason for tat, this's the answer i gib
her when she asked me. haix. wad to do? i oso donno from when i started
to fall for her. but the most important thing its u, how do u find me? act like a fool?
boring person?

* i wont mind ur past.