tml will be better

few more min will b May, everything jus seen so fast
to me. hopefully tml will be better for bcause
im nt feeling well todae, after back from check
up, i thot im alright but after bending down to get
my stuff n i started to feel giddy n weak again.
can anyone tell me when happen to me?
when can my body back to normal?
i really feel tat weak now to compare as
before the accident happen to me..
even the doc oso ask me rest more.
Hope i will be better soon.

Happy holiday guys.. =D

jus a windy night, mood 5/10..

After receiving phone calls from sydney,

i really started to think for my future..

Shall nt waste anymore time, my time

its jus important to me..

As my gd sis told me that she n her bf no longer

an item, i was like wad the fcuk, they had been

tgt for 8yrs n jus flew off like this.. 'She said this

to me-boy, study so much for wad end up everything

jus gone because she's nt in spore n only come back for

holiday during her vocation n her bf jus dating with

another happily with another woman for long period n

she jus donno anything.. wad kind of person is this..

hav such a nice gal yet jus throw her in sydney n flirting

in spore.. u r a fcuker! not im siding my gd sister..

ve telling myself, no matter wad ve arrange for me i still

hav to face it.. no choice.. if im out of my current unit den

out lo.. As all my fren n relative said this to me, nothing

its more important den my life n future.. Don jus because

u wanna stay on n affected to my life.. Lets see how it goes!

Hopefully i can stay n, everything will start anew..

54 more wks to go only..

SAVING MY FACE,

my face its like alot pimples all over my face.. hate this..

praying hard

ve nt feeling well this few days..
im like so weak ok, neither i hav strength..
why this happen to me?
can anyone tell me why?
i really started to feel reckless le,
jus because of this i might be saying gdbye
to my current place! NO WAY!!!

been working
so hard jus for the day to come as its coming
real soon 2 1/2 more only n now i gotta gib up
due to this stupid accident.. i don think its
worth it, i will fight for it n hopefully i will b
recovering fast..

As im saying this,
u guy might get angry, i know
my life its more important den anything!
but u all know how i feel anot?

long break for me?

Dear all, im resting at all home =D
ve discharged ydae afternoon..
Thanks for all the care, concern n visiting me
at CGH.. =D My apologise to everyone tat i nvr
inform u guys when i was admitted bcause i
don wan u guys to worry about me.

The feeling staying at hospital for 3day 2nights
its really sux! haiz.. hopefully god bless me n
that will be my first n last time in my life.. I was
reckless cause was on the bed for the first day
till friday morning n cant eat n move at all..

Had bus accident on thursday afternoon
after training while going back to the same old place,
almost reaching liao, but jus too suay- nt the day,
really make me don dare to sleep anymore
next time if im in the bus..

Admitted to CGH n some of the doctor there its
really sux because they dislike guy like us,
and thot we would like to go n take MC, WTH..
im different from them okay! they think on the bed
cant move i feel shiock, on the same position for
long hr i feel gd?
i must well rest at home better den.

Anyway im okay le, jus minor spine injury oh,
will recover soon after this long break.. see u guys
soon.. =D

i want to slim down

After today morning run at ecp, how i
wish i can slim down like the the past!
din hav enough sleep den went for run
at ecp from mac to nsrcc n back to mac..
wahahaa.... i feel so gd after the run but
i'll make sure drink more water n don eat
so much food a day before...

Its sunday again, going back again.. sianz sia.
i hate combat ruision, its jus sux.. haiz..

busy n tired

im backk.. =D ve so busy n tired for the past wk..
how i wish i'll b leaving the place when im now,
really no life, n when bookout always feel freaking
tired n when book in always don feel like going back.

my minds already gone n thats no more motivation.
im nt going for the money on pay day because thats
nt important at all, the most important its i want to
have long wkend,more holiday n next yr may will b
tml.

i think im nt gd enough to b a bf at the moment
because my time its limited.

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