im happy.

today first time sia, tat we chat quite alot on the phone oh, im damn
happy worr. hope this would be often, i really wanna noe more from ya,
cause i wanna hold ya tight n love ya.

i promise i'll accept everything from ya,
i promise tat i wont leave u unless u leave me,
i promise i''ll wont gib ya a empty promise.

i love ya min.

thinking about the problem

Out of sudden, i've thinking for the whole day,
why im nt rich enough to own a car nor flood
with losta cash n can get lots of branded stuff for my loved once.

today meet ah jie for dinner, ah jie oso say tis, she wont accept
a guy unless he's rich n have his own transport.
is this very important to a gal?

money its more important den pure feeling?
like everyone its saying have money means have the feeling,
den wad if don have money means can fcuk off right?
i oso donno how la, compare with others im jus a useless person.
cause i don have looks plus im oso don have own transport, how to
woo char bo? for sure others chances its more higher den me.

i donno wad to do.

wad should i do? give up or try hard? i really donno how.
i do think im useless, cause i donno how to express my feeling toward her,

-like is like there wont be a answer nor reason for tat, this's the answer i gib
her when she asked me. haix. wad to do? i oso donno from when i started
to fall for her. but the most important thing its u, how do u find me? act like a fool?
boring person?

* i wont mind ur past.

i don tink im gd enough.

who can really answer me? im always useless, always bad temper n im nt gd enough too. sister n brother, u all always treat me so gd yet im too much last fri, im really sorry. cause of those auntie really make me madd, our brother ah hai already don wanna appear le as those auntie keep saying those stuff, mind i ask u all , will u all be happy to listen those stuff?

Never in my life i'll forget this 8-9 yyears relationship with u all, wld brother n sister i'll remember you all, hope we can still contact after im out from there. i'll miss u all. so big family of us, rbm our old days, there was up n down for our path, its nt easy for everthing. step by step to learn stuff n pratice it. i'll miss our days at 'kopi diam' coffee shop, join so many table together. haix. 

this song very suitable for us from my hao peng you 佩芬-身骑白马

我爱谁 跨不过 从来也不觉得错
自以为 抓着痛 总会修成爱的果
偏执相信着 受诅咒的水晶球
阻挡可能心动的理由

而你却 靠近了 逼我们视线交错
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
眼前荒沙弥漫了等候
耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我爱的不保留

我身骑白马 走三关
我改换素衣 过中原
放下西凉没人管
我一心只想王宝钏

wad should i do?

My paths its like so worse- 'jialat',

everything seen like so hard.

who can help me? im in deep trouble this time.

haizx.