once a life time

was away for 3wks n jus came back ydae morning,
really tired to the max but tats nt end yet.
just the start of everything, ve learn alot of things during
my jungle holiday. The true colour of fren which i can
take them as fren for life n some jus better fcuk off after
this 2yrs of ns. The worse one its my so called childhood
fren, i've really look down on him, hopefully he will change
if nt i don think this kind of ppl will b my fren. because
already hopeless liao, he jus gd for nth but gd for holding
balls...


once in a life time, im coming to another higher stages
which its my 72km road march tml which
every commandos hav to walk before they get their
beret. i wonder how i make it everytime throughout
the first day i enlisted last yr 10july till now.. its really
tough sometime but i jus gotta bear with it for
another 9months plus.. can i make it?

FOR HONOUR AND GLORY

say gdbye

heyhey everyone.. im going to say gdbye tonight,
will be only coming back on 12july nights..
gonna miss her, family n fren.. sigh... gonna having
fun over the jungle, happy jungle holiday..
hope everything will be smooth n fine for me..
may god bless me 平平安安。
it will be a hard time for me n im mentally prepare
for the worse, even i cant take it i oso must make it..
the last stage of phase to get my beret.. thats wad
they say u have to earn it.. im nt going to give up this
time no matter how, don let those fcuker look down on me.
they always think they're so high up right, i wanna prove
that they're damn freaking wrong this time..

haha.. fren n sister saying this to me,
nt everyone will experience this kind of training n life so
enjoy when over there..
lol.. i think they're crazy.. maybe u all can think of regular..

break nor off before flying off its really fast, hope when im
back there's off for us.. hee.. den i can rest n eat like hell..

see u guys when im back to spore =D

first nights out

its my very first time to hav nights out
over there.. unlike to compare during my
basic n advance training time.. but jus
bear with it i think, better life coming..
i doubt so?

MIA for 3wks from next tueday onwards..
=x will b going for jungle holiday.. haha...
confirm going brunei le.. sigh.. donno how
i going to make it as my fitness already
drop like hell to compare before the accident
n after the accident oh..

coming near to me

a wk jus passed so fast,
everytime when wkends come its kinda
boring for me because gotta book in
on every sunday night... booking in
with uniform its really troublesome
for me, my last book in with uniform?

11more months to go... better life? =D

will b jumping out from airplane this coming
thursday, will i be dare to jump? lol... 1000ft..
hope im blessed by god for safe n gd jump
for this coming thursday n friday...

tired week

This wk its really tired for me..
Started my parachute training as
im going to jump off from the airplane
soon, still wondering that am i dare
to jump? kinda scary man but i think
fun after all but jus think tat training
its so tired but i think thats the best
to prevent from anything n a safe jump..

enjoy ydae at supper club with frens
n nvr drink at all bcause today meeting
rachel mei but in the end i nvr met her
at all bcause of my fault.. i cant wake up
due to my stupid phone alarm nvr function
well as i already set the alarm but haizz..

really feel damn fcuking bad because of this,
wondering how long did she waited for me at tpy
inter.. im really sorry sister.. hope ya nvr angry
n forgive me okay? =x i promise there wont b
anymore times like this again..

L.I.F.E
wad's this? i really donno.. im really sianz of everything..
everything will be better after my ns? its all the things
already stated for my future? can i jus b normal person?
or must i start my own after my ns?

F.R.I.E.N.D
wad's this? will fren b forever or after some minor stuff
happen n from there onwards gotta be walking different
direction..